The Art of Creativity

Mood: Pretty ok if I didn't have a raging headache.


Song: "True to Your Heart" - 98 Degress (ft. Stevie Wonder)


Obsession: How far is Azkaban really from the shore? I mean, granted, Sirius was determined but he was malnourished and weak, so how in the world did he swim to shore?


Quote: "It is not others who determine who you are but you, who portrays yourself."



I have got to start sleeping earlier. I have a pounding headache, which is usually the cause of my not getting enough sleep. Which I know it's true. Around 5 hours of sleep. >.< I'm trying to kill myself, aren't I?

t also doesn't help that the Tom Felton Club has decidwed to stalk me. Why isn't block working? I unsubscribed, I labelled it junk mail, I even blocked the bloody thing but it keeps appearing in my inbox!! Argh... *pound, pound, pound* Stupid fanclub, stupid headache. And they think Emma Watson is an air-head, look at them! I...am...getting...pissed...at...them... First of all, they don't like Emma (Hermione) because she's "seemingly" too close to Tom. And some have admitted to being jealous. Many of them find Emma an air-head. One person saids that "supposedly," it is a known fact that Emma has trouble with her studies and memorizing lines. If that's what makes her an air-head, thank you, I believe I am one too. Next, this one girl says that they don't want Tom to fall for the wrong girl. *rolls eyes* He'll never know until he falls, it's none of their business, and they can't do anything about it anyways. Enough said. Don't even ask why i even bother to read them. Maybe I hold onto false hope that they would come to their senses? Stop sending me e-mails!

I just found out we have no more liquid headache medicine... *sigh* This must be one of those days...


Went to Wonderland today, nothing special. Waited in lines for hours...baked in the heat, paid tons of money for food, got bored, left. Nothing special... Shirley played some game to win a prize, the guy at that stand was cute. lol, I kept saying that we should have stayed there to talk to him, we weren't really doing anything anyway. *shrugz* Never actually did it. I say this guy...I think his name was Veli. Once, when I went to Wonderland with Jenny, Fiona W., Jessica, Bonnie and Amy, we talked to this guy. Anyway, yeah...we were bored. Yupz...so that was my day...as soon as my hair dries..I'm going to catch up on my sleep.

Sprite & 7 up, one deadly combination

Mood: Slightly perky...


Song: "It's A Feel Good Thing" - S Club 7. I'm being so weird today.


Obsession: Why is Alexis, a character I made up, being so hard to write about? Argh...dumb thing. Dumb, dumb, dumb!


Quote: "It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live." - Albus Dumbledore...whom I believe is evil. I bet he is. I wouldn't be surprised if he is, at least...



I think I'm still high... Not from drugs. It's just that whenever Shirley has Sprite, it somehow makes me high and I act all weird and it's immensely funny. I am the odd one, no? Shirley had Sprite AND 7 up. I was at a new high today. I think I probably scared Jon or something. Oh yes, that reminds me. We 'made' Mr. Bobble-head (Nicknamed Horny Head) today from a free ballon animal (butterfly) and some McDonald toy which were these spy glasses. Anyway, the ballon kinda fell apart so we turned it into said, "guy." His head was kinda floppy and for some odd, unknown reason, Shirley and Jon said it looked like it was checking someone out. I was throwing away garbage at the time. I came back and Mr. Bobble-head's...head was tipped sideways and staring at me. Jon commented that it was checking me out even more. That was weird so I made it look at Jon and now, Mr. Bobble-head is Jon's stalker. Then I thought it would be fun to see what happens if we carry Mr. Bobble-head around with us and see how people would react. This one guy stared at it as he was walking by and I started laughing and tried to tell Shirley but then I turned around and that guy was staring at us. lol! And THEN we were in the dressup toys section of Wal-Mart and I tried to dress up Mr. Bobble-head...like crowns and stuff....it didn't really work out but it was funny. I should have taken a pic, I had a camera with me. But then again, I was high on Shirley's Sprite, i swear there's something wrong with me. Anyway, there was this princess costume so I stuck Mr. Bobble-head in it so it would look like he had a body... ^^;; I WAS really high, I suppose. Shirley has got to stop drinking sprite before I land myself in a Mental institution. We left Mr. Bobble-head at Wal-Mart, I thought he posessed me, making me more hyper and weird than normal. Actually, after we left it, I felt much calmer. I REALLY should have taken a pic.

As you may be able to tell, no, I didn't do my 12 hours thing. Nor will I do it tomorrow or the day after. I want to last four hours without my having to leave the apartment. This way, I know I can amuse myself for 12 hours without other forms of entertainment. So today, I went to stc for Ribfest with Linda, Shirley and Jon. Mr. Bobble-head joined us later. Ribs are sooo good! But expensive...darn...I want some now! I can't really think of anything else about this day. When I'm high, everythign is mroe amusing. But this was before that so...I'm pretty normal for the whole day. I am weird...let's just leave it at that. Well...that was my day. I'm going to be off to Wonderland tomorrow. Hope I dun get a sunburn.

Lord of the Rings...I'm having trouble reading the books. I am currently reading the Fellowship of The Rings and I have gone nowhere. I'm at the part where Gandulf is in the middle of telling Frodo about the origins of the ring, a few pages away from Chapter Three. I have yet to find out what's so interesting about it. It really, really irks me that I can't find why people enjoy it so much. Someone please explain. Maybe it's because of the beginning? Oh well, until I can't put it down, I'll just have to pick it up when there's nothing better to do.

So...why do I think Dumbledore is evil? It never really occured to me until the fourth book, at the end of the book, Harry is telling Dumbledore about how Voldemort can now touch him without burning himself. And there was some sentence about how Harry noticed a gleam of triumph in Dumbledore's eyes. And Harry thought he was imagining it. I was like, "Dumbledore is evil." I don't have proof of it but many theoritic proof. First of all, (these are major spoilers for my fic, Illusions, by the way, but yeah, I don't really feel like writing it and I really want to share this so yeah...) I believe that Voldemort is working under Dumbledore. That is why Voldemort is afraid of Dumbledore. Dumbledore (whom I will now call Albus cuz Dumbledore is a freakingly long name) is supposedly more powerful than Tom (Voldemort), so why hasn't Albus defeated Tom by now, if he's so powerful? Because Tom is working for him. Albus is like a mastermind, like when Lily's protection of Harry made Voldemort hide out, Albus didn't believe he was dead and he would also still be trusted since no one knows he's evil. So why did Albus defeat grindelward (or however you spell it. I'm too lazy to go look it up)? Because if Albus wants to rule the world, Grindelward (who I believe didn't want to work under Albus) would be in the way. So he was disposed of. Further theories: In the first book, in the chapter named "Mirror of Esired," Albus claimed that he can be invisble without the use of a cloak and most people believe he knows what's happening in the castle all the time. If this is true, why would Quirrel (inhabited by Tom), Sirius and Moody (who was actually Barty Crouch in disguise), get into the castle with all those secrets without Albus knowing? I think he knew and wanted it to happen. And Ginny opened the Chamber of Secrets, it's kinda hard to think that Albus didn't know about it. And though most headmasters would probably have expelled Ginny, he readily let it pass. I think that's all the things of why I think Dumbledore is evil. Their mostly asusmptions and suspicions and theories but I still think so. Though I would whole-heartedly believe it, I could be wrong. It's just something I think about sometimes.

Mild Case of Moodiness

Mood: Moody


Song: None


Obsession:None


Quote: "If you don't try, how would you succeed?"

I...am being moody. I don't know why. I just am. It's a little disturbing when you get irritated at yourself for being moody...but anyway...I had an ok day today.

Guess what I did...I set off the smoke alarm ^^; It was an accident... I was baking a pie (no, I didn't make it...it was those frozen ones) in the oven and I noticed all this smoke in the oven. Do not even ask what lead me to open the oven door. Yeah...anyways, I went and opened all the windows and what not to get rid of the smoke. Er...next time, I'll leave it in there...maybe. Heck, I just won't even bother with pie. I'll stick to food that I can use the microwave with...lol!

Anyway, I was at Markville today. Haven't been there since...the time my brother bought a PS2...when it first came out....expensive stuff.... or it was that time I was there with Linda and Lucy...I think it was the PS2 day. But anyway, I went present shopping...that reminds me (I dunno why), I forgot to buy shoe polish... *shrugz* oh well. Hehe, well, I got Vicky's b-day gift... Oh, that reminds me...I forgot to call Cindy to tell her about it! Argh...tomorrow then. Definitely tomorrow...if I call now, her brother would probably be mean to me. Last time, he called me a little girl and treated me like a 5 y.o.! Stupid bum. If I wasn't so weirded out, I would have yelled at him. >.< Anyway...that was a lil OT. You know, it's funny, I complain about ppl using short forms, yet I myself do so too. Weird... BUT ANYWAY...I bought Helen a b-day gift too. (See? I'm not gonna forget this year! Watch me call you on your birthday EARLY in the morning! *evil laugh*) I went with Shirley. (Don't I always?) I think Shirley finds me weird...I laugh at odd moments and she doesn't know why. Isn't that right, SHirley? Heh...I saw this cute guy on the bus today. He works at the movie theatre. How do I know? He was wearing that uniform, lol! I dun really talk to strangers, I reply if they talk to me. Online talks not included. =)

You know what? Matt is leaving for camp! *sniffles* I'm not getting daily chats anymore. My life will now be more boring. Ah well. I was making a guest list for my party and I know very few guys. Why is that? Hmm...ah well.

Hey! That reminds me! Me and Shirley (yes, yes, Shirley and I) was at this store, SPencer's, I think it was called. I they had the funniest stuff! Man...I bet we had the most fun there. Hehe...if I remembered all the funny stuff I read off the keychains and bumber stickers and magnets and cards, I would tell you...only...I can't remember. There was this card that farted at you... I'm getting easily amused nowadays, aren't I?

Well, I'm going to give Keep-Kayla-Away-From-Her-Computer-For-Hours another try. This time, I'm aiming for 12 hours instead of 24. I lasted 8 hours last time. I'm sure four more won't kill me. So tomorrow, you're not gonna be hearing from me. See you...Sunday! (I'm not going to be home most of the day on Saturday, though I'd probably blog anyways, when don't I?)

FAQ

Mood: Slightly peeved...mostly at myself.


Song: "Love So Pure" - Puffy AmiYumi


Obsession: Orange Soda


Quote: "To move onto the future, we have to let go of our pasts. That doesn't mean we'll forget the past." (For soemone who was curious. Some of the nameless quotes I make up. Others are by anonymous and I'm too lazy to write 'Anonymous.'



Before I start. Yes. I know the links and to do list is over-lapping. I just feel too lazy to go and adjust it. I'll fix it tomorrow.



Now. I'm peeved cuz I HATE complicated HTML, go away. >.< I was trying to make a new layout. It worked for the most part. *shrugz* I'll fix it some other time.



First of all, some questions that people haved asked me since the time I began fanfiction. Firstly, Why was your first fanfic a Daikari? I can't believe people are still asking...I can't believe people still read that thing. Mary-sue-ness...*sighs* I guess it was inevitable that I start out writing a Mary-Sue. For anyone confused, a Mary-Sue is a made up character (who sometimes is a better, prettier version of the author, which mine was not) who is seemingly perfect, gets main characters to fall in love with her, saves the day and always gets her guy and happily ever after. My spunky character who was known as Nasuki 'Suki' Henasako, was, sadly to say, a Mary-Sue. I was in denial once...not anymore. Right...so I haven't answered the question. No, I don't like Daikari. I don't know why I put Kari and Davis together. It was something I did, a whim, if you will. Now that I think about it, I should have made it a Hiken, or Kenkari. Besides, it wasn't about the stupid couple so there. Now stop asking, and go away. =P



Why Draco and Ginny? Good question. It will be answered in the next Opinionated. Go look later on.



Draco is SO not a sexy-slytherin-bad-boy. Have you forgotten the canon character? No, I have not. I do realize that in reality (in Harry Potter's point of view, I might add) Draco is a rich, snobbish, skinny, pale, slimy, rude, racist (well...you know with the blood thing...), annoying prat. Doesn't mean I like to think that. I like the way he's usually portrayed in fanfiction. If you dun like it. Too bad. Complain to someone who cares.



Why do you hate Ron? I don't hate Ron. Again. I read D/G fics, remember? In almost every, single one, he's an obnoxious, unreasonable, over-protective brother who needs to be slapped. I can't help it if it gets on my nerves and I take it out on him.



Why don't you like Harry Potter? *shrugz* I just don't. Maybe I've been hanging around Drcao too long? Maybe I just don't want to hear about his life anymore since the books are all about him. Maybe I just like many other characters over him. Who cares?



You do know that the characters of the MWPP (Moony, Wormtail, Prongs, Padfoot) era are too old for you, right? No really? I never knew. *snort* I do realize that they're at least 20 years older than me. They are fictional. I like them anyways. It's not like I plan to go and marry them. I may be weird and obsessive, but I'm not delusional.



Thank you. I'm in a bad mood. I don't know why. Don't ask. Maybe it's leftovers from yesterday. Does it matter? Now go away and write in you own blogs. By the way, Steph, I need an article from you.

Slow Descent

Mood: Kind of tired...


Song: "Butterfly" - Err...something from Digimon...I still want those Digimon CDs! Grr...


Obsession: MWPP era fics


Quote: "All I ever wanted was to be understood." - Someone...before he blasted some other person...weird...

You're a lion all over -- strong, maybe sporty, definitely brave and noble. You hate seeing injustice or unfairness, and you've got the guts to fight against them both. Your enemies had better watch out -- you're not afraid to take them on! Get Sorted!

Hmm...Gryffindor...never really figured myself to be one but *shrugz* I guess I am...

Haven't really felt like blogging lately...I just have one thing to say right now. Shopping does soothe the soul. Or it does for me. Disappointment can be the worse feeling ever. So is feeling hateful...that's all I have to say right now. I'm tired. *yawn*

Have you ever seen these...creatures...that are about as long as your index finger and they're kinda like caterpillars but they're a really pale green. They have these stinger-things that's a blue-ish colour. They move kinda like cartoon worms with the inching motion and their bodies have this accordian-like feature to it. Have you seen them? They're awfully interesting to stare at...though at time it kinda gives you the creeps. I want to know what they are...I don't think they're caterpillars but they sure look it.

Too Busy

Mood: OK, I suppose.


Song: "Let Love Lead The Way" - I forgot...but then...I dunno why this song either.


Obsession: Harry Potter Quiz thingies.


Quote: ""Be good to your enemies. Not just because you don't want to stoop to their level but because it also pisses them off."

Thank you, I knew that already.

So...what do you find more appealing? A birthday party? Or a night of anime? Decisions, decisions, decisions. I know I should go to the party but I REALLY don't want to miss Trigun's ending, or Slayers TRY or Princess NINE. This is the problem with obsession. I wouldn't have thought twice about this if I wasn't so hooked. Ah well, I'll see what happens. I'm probably going to the party though.

From reading Steph's and Rinny's blogs about the whole stranger-looking-at-you thing. I realize that there are somethings I can't relate to, this is one of them. I've just never been one to notice other people. Like when I pass strangers on the street...they're just people I pass by. Even if my friend walked past me, I wouldn't notice. I just don't pay attention that way.I don't consider myself inattentive, just a little more focused on something else besides others. Sometimes, if I do catch someone looking, I smile at them. *shrugz* Just something I do. They smile back and look away so I dunno...I guess that's my way of making them stop? For the most part, I really don't care what people think. Especially people I don't know. And I kind of don't want to complain/notice/say anything about it. Unconciously, I know I do it too. Like how I avoid people asking for money on the streets. I always feel bad for not giving them any. And there's just some kind of assumption, you know? Once, this man downtown asked for money and I kinda ignored him and later, at Burger King, he was there buying food. And he could only get a burger and he wanted a drink. I really wanted to volunteer to buy it for him or something but there was just something holding me back. Afterwards though, I felt less so when Shirley said he smelled drunk but still...yeah. Now I can't really see what this has to do with anything...maybe I still feel bad about it. But anyway, to go back on topic, I dn't feel that anyone has the right to judge me by anything but it's kind of something people do. I can't stop it and most of the time, I don't know about it. I also know that I do it sometimes too. It's not something I want to do, just something that happens. Like I said though, I don't pay attention so basically, I can't see people clearly to give them a judgement. In a way, that's how I like it. lol! This is also a reason why I don't ever go to a mall and see cute guys (unlike other people I know *coughcough*). When I'm at the mall with my friends, someone (*ahem*) always asks if I say some cute guy pass us by. I'm always like, "who?" I don't pay attention so they pass me by. Besides, isn't saying the guy is cute, a judgement?

New Layout


Mood: Kinda tired...


Song: "Mobile" - Avril Lavigne


Obsession:Keeping myself occupied.


Quote: "When I told you to go to hell, I didn't mean it literally." - Ron Weasley in 'Love in a Hell Hole' (working title)


I'm on a Quiz craze, I believe. A Harry Potter Quiz craze.

You were a very normal student. Almost everyone liked you and you had good grades. Next year, you were probably going to become a prefect and then ultimately headboy/headgirl. You had lots of promise. However, one evening as you tucked yourself into bed, Voldemort appeared and killed you. Oh well. It happens to the best of us, doesn't it? Take the How would you die @ Hogwarts? test by Shaolin.

I always knew I would die. Just not like that.

Which Marauder are YOU? by Britt

Nice to know I can be smart. ^_~


New layout. I like this one. A few problems here and there but I fixed it! I'm working on a layout for this blog but for now, we'll just keep this one. I'd like to find a new pic for the corner though. I don't like how it ends at the bottom but maybe I can fix it. We'll see. Adjusting these stuff helps me learn more HTML which I really want to do.

One Too Many

Mood: Eh...


Song: "Fallin'" - Alicia Keys


Obsession: Nothing, really.


Quote: "Love isn't just one emotion. It is many put together."




Immortalized by the famous "Draco Sinister" (by Cassandra Claire), you are witty, sexy, and the typical bad boy girls love. You are paired with Ginny or Hermione, because they remind the author the most of herself. You have sudden special powers that enable you to go along special Voldie-killing missions with Harry and Co. At first you get on everyone's nerves, especially Ron's, but soon everyone learns to love you.
Everyone.

Find out which Draco you are.

Hmmm...I did like this Draco, but I never knew I could be one. lol! I'd just like to say that Cassie's series wasn't what made me fall in love with D/G. For some reason, it's a fact I'm proud of. *shrugz* Don't ask, I can't explain.

Read this. Another reason for people to keep smoking. *rolls eyes*

I really need to go out soon. I think I have some personal thing where I can't stay home for more than three days without going out. Hoefully, I'll have something to do tomorrow. I actually need to go to the library soon so maybe I'll go there. Or Tuesday. Oh, that reminds me, I have an ortho appointment on Tuesday. Hmmmm...

I haven't been doing much lately, so nothing really to say. My schedule thus far includes mostly, reading, writing (well, more like typing), blogging, internet games and tv. *sigh* I need to start doing things again. Anyways, nothing else better to say so ta!